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[Nov. 13th, 2009|02:03 am] |
No one reads livejournal.
No one reads my livejournal.*
news:
-I have a boyfriend.
He is nicer than most.
Cuter too.
-I have a kitten.
It is badass.
very badass.
Life is easy. Life is good.
peace out.
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| hey what's up summer? |
[Jun. 19th, 2009|10:39 pm] |
 SUMMER 2009
Beers, blunts, boys, beach.
Life is good.
I've seen sinking ships go down with more grace than you. |
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[May. 21st, 2009|07:28 pm] |
 May 21st, sick as can be.
Thank you spring.
Drive with the windows down alllll dayy. |
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| Picture of, one of the nicest ladies ever. |
[Apr. 8th, 2009|07:06 pm] |
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So So So.
What is going on in my life?
ha yeah right.
Well today is the second Wednesday of April 2009.
Aprils great because of the all the sparatic rain, well not the rain exactally but the weather before it rains is my favorite. So windy and crispy, aswell as those few seconds every 15 minutes that the sun comes out from the clouds and blinds you. So good so nice.
I guess there isn't anything really special about April besides that it brings us that much closer to the summer. Gah I thought I couldn't wait for summer around December, now this warm weather is teasing me and making me even more excited. Also making me forget that I still have to attend highschool every morning at 717 AM, well the days that I go atleast. Too bad that I was doing so well with my attendence earlier in the year, I had Mrs. Marvel thinking I had changed up on my skipping ways. Not anymoreeee :)
I'd rather drive around and watch the sun rise through my windsheild than sit in english for 85 minutes and talk about Kite Runner.
But then again, who wouldn't.
AHH LEGIT NEWS FOR ONCE.
Plans to work at Ocean City with the wonderful Danielle Damico for the summer.
Another reason why I am probably soooo pumped. The Telescope Pictures buisness, you know those kids that run up to you with a bunch of camera equipment around their shoulders while you're relaxing on the beach with your friends and ask you if you want you're SCOPES. Haha that will be us, well atleast her. I'm trying to get a part selling the scopes and taking the "professional" planned portraits. For those of you that actually know me, you know that running around in the sand or well on any thing isn't really my thing. Bummer, I should get in shape, but there is something about staying lazy and doing my own thing that always steers me away from the gym.
AND FINALLY.
April 16th. NFG sonar.
WHO IS GOING?, cause I have tickets.
I bought mine when I was good friends with this kid that I thought I would end up going with. Unfort. he's a drug addict and not much of a friend. Too bad. Anyway, none of my good friends likes new found glory, or pop punk in general (losers). Is anyone that reads this going/interested in joining me?
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Happy April |
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[Mar. 24th, 2009|12:51 pm] |
yay live journal.
why do I always post when I'm in a bad mood?
If there were people that read this, i would seem like i'm an extremly depressed individual.
Well today, i'm having a good day.
Just so you know.
stay smilin'. |
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[Jan. 4th, 2009|11:19 pm] |
Break is over.
Good enough I guess. Forgot that I went to school for a few days, good sign that I had gotten all of it off my mind.
I pretty much lived at courtneys house for two weeks straight. Now I'm back to sleeping on my couch and waking up at 7am opposed to 3pm. Bummer.
Basicly half way through the school year though. YAY lets get this over with. Sike i'm sure as soon at may 29th rolls around I'm going to be somewhat upset. But for now, all I want is to sleep in and stop worrying about Senior Blurbs.
New years wasn't what I anticipated. Nothing ever is when you make it seem like it's going to be so much fun. I'm sure if I had expected nothing I would have been satisfied. But I just ended up drinking too much and passing out.
Everyone else seemed to have a good time though. That's enough for me.
stay smilin'. |
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[Dec. 26th, 2008|11:46 pm] |
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I've been so dissconnnectedd.
Just waiting the week out. Waiting to feel better. I always will. always.
The winters weather has been bringing me down, and it's only going to get worse. Now we're just waiting on the snow. Snow can be nice. It's almost like it's cleaning the ground. But then it melts, and floods my sidewalks, making everything muddy and messy. It's not as beautiful as everyone makes it out to be.
As much as an inconvenience as it is, i couldn't go with out it. Everyone needs a little bit of everything to get by. Everyone wants a little bit of everything.
My car was broken. It got fixed.
That's that story. I don't think it's important how it was broken or how it got fixed. Just that it happened. Besides the fact that I've already had to explain it to enough people. And it got annoying after the first person. I need to stop hanging out with so many people. The less people I have to talk to recently the better.
But the important fact about me not having my car for about a day and a half, is that it's sad how dependent i am on a car. Very depressing. Even more depressing, when I went to go test out my car to make sure everything was ok with it, I felt like it was my first time driving my car by myself all over again. Imagine if I hadn't had my car for a month? I'd probably forget how to drive all together.
As gross as this made me feel, it was nice to feel that again. The new feeling of driving, I was anxious, but not in my usual way, in a new excited way. I was happy. Happy about my car not being broken. The highlight of my week. My week needs more. This entry itself is making me depressed thinking that i have noting to write about, but I'll probably keep going. Or not.
I need to smoke a cigarette. Too bad i'm 17.
Bring on february. |
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[Dec. 15th, 2008|09:51 pm] |
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(This has nothing to do with the boy on the shirt)
You know what makes me mad.
What truly dissapoints me?
I always made an effort. You never did, or atleast it never seemed like you did.
Finally I stopped calling.
It's been two months.
You haven't called once.
You proved me right.
Bummer.
Note to self: stop caring about people who don't deserve it. |
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[Dec. 14th, 2008|11:01 pm] |
Is it sad?
I hope you know every time I see you I want to break the window.
I want to scream in your face.
I want you to be less stupid.
I want you to understand my vauge signs.
I just want to talk to you.
A kiss would be nice. |
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[Nov. 14th, 2008|11:24 pm] |
 OK so tonight was a waste of time. Well maybe not a complete waste of time. I went to woods to see brothers and sons. It was sad because they were having all of these problems with the sound, so you couldn't really hear the words, but it was all fine because I knew them already and I sung them in my head.
I could tell that the guys were dissapointed though, it kind of sucks that the first time they played it didn't go so smoothly, but that only means that the next time will be better, and now they are sure of that.
Tomorrow I have to wake up bright and early to head over to Lancaster PA with my Mum and Dad. Bummer being in the car with them for two hours or some. It's hard enough listening to them bicker at the house when I am there for the thirty minutes that I am. Atleast at that point I can go sit somewhere else in the house and then just head out. Tomorrow, there will be no escape.
Hopefully the weather is nice tomorrow, I hear there is supposed to be rain, I just hope a nice crisp light rain though. Recently we've been having the best type of rain. Soft and quiet, followed by this amazing fog everywhere. Hard to drive in, but it sure is pretty.
Back to the whole college visit tomorrow, a big eager. And a bit scared, nervous i guess is a more appropriate word. But all and all I just feel like i've been wating for this for a while now and here it is, a few hours away. Maybe this wouldn't be so stressfull if I wasn't applying and showing my portfolio tomorrow. This started out as a simple college visit to see if I wanted to go to the school, but now it has become apparent that this is really the only school I want to go to, so I might as well just apply and get this all over with while I am up in the area. Seems sane enough, just stressful.
That is a whole other story.
I am typing too much for my own good, I better get off of this before I write something unconciously that I don't want to see myself think. That, or my fingers fall off. |
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[Nov. 10th, 2008|08:02 pm] |
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Updating this mo re regularly. Good news I guess thats why. Anyway I went to an art show Saturday with the Family.
Second Place
People choice (thanks to my mother and grandmother)
Anyways 80 DOLLAS. HOLLA.
Besides that, it's only monday night and all I want is for friday night to be here. Hopefully this week passes fast. I had such a busy weekend with the family that I didn't get to go out at all. I guess sometimes it's good to have a weekend off from partying and all that good stuff.
sometimes I scare myself.
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[Nov. 7th, 2008|03:37 pm] |
 This is not going to be a fun post.
I will probably never look back on this and smile about myself.
Only because I am vain right now.
And hate my hair.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I need change, maybe obama and come give me a haircut.
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[Nov. 6th, 2008|06:33 pm] |
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It's early November and the weather could be better, but not by much.
I did take time today to notice the colors in the trees and the fresh cool air.
I tried extra hard to breathe it in, just to make sure I wouldn't forget about it.
\I walked to my car with a big smile on my face.
I wish I remembered to update this more.
Atleast everytime that I get on here, I get to reread my enteries like they aren't even mine. I can't recall writing them until after I read them, and still I sound better than I actually am. I with I could meet the person that I write like, because I sure as hell don't speak like I type.
Life goes as follows, Highschool, AACC, work, smoking massive amounts of cigarettes, getting way too drunk and barley ever smoking pot anymore.
What's a seventeen year old to do.
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[May. 19th, 2008|08:26 am] |
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I'm pretty sure that I forgot this thing ever existed. And I'm pretty sure that everyone that I was ever friends with on here forgot about it to or just never read my enteries. Anyway today is a good day to write. Its hsa week and I dont gave to be at school till 1120 and then I decided that it us a waste if time to even go at all but my little brother had to wake me up this morning and ask for a tide to school. So now on a day that I should be soundly sleeping I am up. Up up. |
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[Sep. 22nd, 2007|10:04 pm] |
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I never post on this thing anymore. Mainly because I have nothing significant to post about. Recently all i feel like I've been doing is nothing. I basicly go to school, work, do homework, fail test. It's all great. The only thing positive going on right now really is my relationship with my family and with my friend and her family. Relationships as far as boys go, not so good. Well you can't have your cake and eat it too. Well I can, but not recently. |
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[Aug. 28th, 2007|01:42 am] |
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So, it's 136AM, which makes this officially the last day of summer. Of which I will spend doing all of my summer reading because I put it off like everyone else. Anyway, this summer was probably the best one so far. A lot of people that I've been talking to have been complaining that their summer wasn't as good as they had hoped. But mine was all that I had hoped for and more. I had a real good time. Deff worth all of the braincells that I lost, and all of the bad hair days due to humid summer weather. Every year I always end up putting my expectations for the summer way to high, and I'm always upset. But this year I didn't hope for anything, just good time with friends. It was the best thing I could do, because things ended up being better than I planed, I think because I didn't plan much. But that's besides the point, because I'm really happy. The only thing I wish for is for it to not be over, but that's not a big deal because of all the good times I've had. I'd post all of the pictures but there are way to many to begin. And that's ok with me.
Hopefully this school year will bring good times too. |
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[May. 27th, 2007|08:46 pm] |
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 It's hot, humid and thunderstorming. I'd think it's safe to say that summer is here.
Recently, i've been doing nothing. Hence my hesitance to keep updating. I was really tired for like two weeks. I didn't do anything in school or at home or at work. I just sat everywhere and then slept. Now I'm playing major ketch up. I guess that's what happens though,
I'm really looking forward to the summer though. Trying not to get to excited 'cause then i'll just be dissapointed. No need for that.
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[Jan. 21st, 2007|01:45 pm] |
 I need new things. I need to go go go and play. I need a permit. And I need a car. And I need a road. I need a boy with the biggest smile in the world. I need a hug from someone. A real hug. I need a coast line. I need a good book. I need a walk, a good walk, a good barefooted walk. With a good friend. |
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